All the other children at the orphanage peered through the windows
November 8, 2007 Haunting Images No CommentsLeaving Vietnam, New York Times Blog, November 7, 2007
By Huong Sutliff
[The following entry, written by the author at 13 years old, recalls the day of her adoption at age 6.]
Dear Journal,
It was a cool breezy day in the fall of 1997. I remember the precise moment, sitting crouched in a chair, squeezing the suitcase in my hands. The room I was in smelled of freshly brewed tea. I sat there in the uncomfortable leather chair just gripping my suitcase. A young woman sat across from me scribbling away at her desk. From a distance I heard the sound of footsteps approaching the door. The knob slowly turned and in the doorway stood a man dressed in a navy blue suit holding papers in his hands.
He signaled for me to come with him. The expression on his face did not comfort me but I stood up and walked towards him. A lump grew in my throat. He looked at me and we both walked down the hallway in silence, When we reached the end of the hall, he asked me to wait. He said he would be right back. As he left, I saw two figures enter the orphanage gates. They were silhouettes. Minutes that seemed like hours passed, and the man returned. “They are here,” he said with a glint in his eyes. My heart began to beat faster and faster as we walked down the stairs. Our footsteps echoed throughout the building. When we opened the door my heart felt like collapsing.
There were people standing in a circle. I could not make out who they all were. I followed the man through the crowd pushing my small body through the towering figures. As we broke through a woman and a man stood side by side holding hands and whispering to each other. The woman had pale white skin and wore a white shirt and black pants. The man wore a shirt and khaki pants. The woman spoke but I could not understand her words. She looked at me and spoke again and still I had no idea what she was saying….
I didn’t know what to do, where to look, what to say. I gazed helplessly at my hands. The woman bent down next to me holding out her hands again. She waited for me to touch them. I slowly lifted my hands and placed them into hers. I sighed. It was a feeling of relief and I hugged her as she held me tightly. I wasn’t thinking. I just kept holding on. It seemed like a long time we both stayed holding on to each other. Finally, we let go.
All the other children at the orphanage peered through the windows. They waved as we made out way towards the gates to leave on our journey to my new home.

